It seems like I am changing a lot. The old version of me find happiness with others but now I become used to enjoying myself with only myself.
Watching movies and Netflix series makes me happy. When I watch movies their happy scene make me feel happy, or their fight or romantic scenes give me goosebumps. I love to watch their life turns, about movie stories. Most of the the time I watch Korean dramas, their love stories are too beautiful. I love watching how they respect each other and watch how the male lead gives respect to the female lead.
Hmmm about my life it was not easy, I have seen many difficulties, and still suffering from them. At some moments I found myself as if I have everyone, but at other moments I know the reality that I Have no one. And that's too true, no one asks how you feel? are you happy? what are your goals? Only my mother listen to me.
But, the reality behind this is I am bound to her, I do sacrifice a lot to be with her. To take care of her, my career is going down because of her. It's harsh to say but that is true. When I think of that I memorize a Pakistani movie name "Cake". This movie's story is the same just like I am living now. The main leading actress sacrifices her dreams to be with her parents. But in the end, her family understands that, I also hope that one day my family will also understand and support me.
Life is not easy dude you have two options one find happiness with others, and second find happiness with yourself. And trust me the second option is the best. But you should try the first option sometime. Coming back to the conclusion of this blog, I advise all of you to choose your own path, your own career, or things that make you happy. If you will be happy then you can make others happy too. So go ahead and leave everything behind!
And don't forget to pray for me, best of luck!
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