Life is a disastor

 The name of my website is "Dil ki voice" which means the voice of heart, but for the previous whole year, I did write blogs but didn't publish them. There are multiple reasons, but from today I will let my voice speak and spread, I don't know where it will take me.

The story of life is not easy it's much more complicated. You are the main object of it, life plays with you to judge you on different perspectives, either realisations or careers.

I am surrounded by an environment where games are played daily and guess what I am the only character in it. I don't know why people play games, my only wish is to see people happy and I do my best to make people happy. Even at this age of my life, I did think for myself only several times, i realized now, that I don't have anything favorite because I didn't think of that. I always think about what my close one loves. Whether it is food or dress I let the people to happy. 

The issue is only me I think, life is what??? Life starts from a kid to ends in the grave. But the duration between them is important the only thing matters is the distance between them. I try my best to be fair to cover this distance fairly, but I am tired now. With people, of people, and everyone. If there is anything that can help me leave, then trust me i would love to. 

See the whole distance to the grave I can't cut my self from people, and people don't understand me. I try my best to make them happy but they are only used to it, they made me sad instead of making me happy. 

I didn't achieve big success to be a helpful person to anyone, I AM NOT CLOSE TO Allah! what i am doing, it's all a disaster, my brain is going to be fired one day. The sounds of me in my mind, the sound of people's games, the sound of people's hate and unfair statements are making me crazy. 

I am a loser, Let just end the game, with me doing nothing for anyone, sleeping and going to work. It doesn't affect if I do something or not. Aggggggghhhhh! These useless sounds I am just hearing in my room are also a disaster. Everything is a disaster, my laptop which is not working well, my business which is not giving me money, and My clients who do not understand my mental position right now. My family who is the big boss contestant just want to win the game of life by making me hurt daily. Goof by for now, with my lost mind................

Rememebr your previous achivments if you feel upset or demotivated

 As per my last blog I decided to work on the motivation which I give to all of you, follow your own dreams. So, I am on it. 

No doubt I was too upset and disappointed with what's going on in my life. I was useless with no money, no clear aims, struggling and fighting for myself with myself. The time which I am going through is very difficult, from the previous year I am suffering with myself and my dreams. But now I decided to stop all this and work on my dreams, I don't care what they take away from me. But I am on it now!

Yesterday I memorize some of my achievements and to be true I achieve a lot and was at the peak of my career at my age. This revision of my whole experience of my journey makes me feel special. 

I was confused that I am going wrong, I have to change my business, my path. I was moving From my dreams to the making money concept. Yeah, that's true we can buy our dreams with money but the true life treasure is following your dreams and earning money from them. The second option is difficult but not impossible;e. Once a wise man said: 

Nothing is impossible, even the word impossible says " I m possible".

Hurrah I am excited now and motivated too. The most important thing which I need is to follow time table and find a proper work place. Yeah!  I need to get up early morning too. Recently I was reading about bill gates and got to know that he wakes up at 6:00 a.m after research, I found each successful person of this century is getting up early. That I decided to wake up early too.

So, from the whole blog of today, we can conclude that mesmerize your previous good experience or achievements if you are feeling weak. 

Best of luck!

Always choose your dreams over any thing - Hard to follow but lead to success

 It seems like I am changing a lot. The old version of me find happiness with others but now I become used to enjoying myself with only myself. 

Watching movies and Netflix series makes me happy. When I watch movies their happy scene make me feel happy, or their fight or romantic scenes give me goosebumps. I love to watch their life turns, about movie stories. Most of the the time I watch Korean dramas, their love stories are too beautiful.  I love watching how they respect each other and watch how the male lead gives respect to the female lead. 

Hmmm about my life it was not easy, I have seen many difficulties, and still suffering from them. At some moments I found myself as if I have everyone, but at other moments I know the reality that I Have no one. And that's too true, no one asks how you feel? are you happy? what are your goals? Only my mother listen to me. 

But, the reality behind this is I am bound to her, I do sacrifice a lot to be with her. To take care of her, my career is going down because of her. It's harsh to say but that is true. When I think of that I memorize a Pakistani movie name "Cake". This movie's story is the same just like I am living now. The main leading actress sacrifices her dreams to be with her parents. But in the end, her family understands that, I also hope that one day my family will also understand and support me. 

Life is not easy dude you have two options one find happiness with others, and second find happiness with yourself. And trust me the second option is the best. But you should try the first option sometime. Coming back to the conclusion of this blog, I advise all of you to choose your own path, your own career, or things that make you happy. If you will be happy then you can make others happy too. So go ahead and leave everything behind!

And don't forget to pray for me, best of luck!